Pity party

I decided to take a break from my battles and do something fun. I went to the Mall of Asia and tried to see if I can get an opportunity to play some ice hockey. There were about 7 canadian expatriates that were on the ice and quite a handful of filipino players and guess what, no goalies. I was salivating like a dog. "Let me in, let me", in I kept yelling at them. Someone noticed me and asked if I play and I said I'd love to play goal if you have an equipment. They do not have any equipments.Another stab in my already broken heart. I sat there for a while wondering what it's like to play today. I bit my lip, my eyes swelled and threw a pity party. I just realized that I just acted like my four year old son J.J.
Ah, like son like father. One day I'll get back on the ice... One day.